Hi people. So long never update this blog right? Busy lately. Now I'm applying student's pass at CIQ. So fucking leceh cuz they needs my birth cert translate to english, my parents's divorce cert, ibu's CPF slip. Wahh so many right? Sekarang ni duduk rumah doing nothing. What is this man? -.-" I hate being full time house maid. Haha. Sounds funny right? FULL TIME MAID EH? Ibu la asked me to work first la and err I just can't stand it sia. I'm not ready for work. Part time modelling pun dah ok apa. Yeahh about modelling the agency called me and I ada buat casting for health. Tapi dia choose lei. Hais. Maybe I tak dapat sebab ramai lagi cantik. Maybe this time is not my luck. My life nothing fun much this month. Kept arguing with my family lately. Fucking pissed off with them. Didn't understand what I've been through. I'm still a teenager you guys still treated me just like a baby? F*ck off ok? I nak cakap tapi takut korang macam menyampah. Hurm. I miss Iman lei. I shouldn't trusted him at first. How many times siaa aku cakap I shouldn't ni. But still did the same mistakes. I don't understand him. I just like don't know him. Err? Dia macam something wrong. Nanti dah lama lama dia cakap "suka nah senyap eh b" and else merepek nonsense. Eh it's me suppose to says that la idiot! I don't want anybody else. Frankly if only I can make my own decision I wanna marry him as soon as possible. Tu semua macam nonsense kan. Tak kan jadi. Sebab ibu cakap apa yang kita harap jangan harap la jadi. Dream come true only on your dream. Hais. I'm tired, sick, bored, of him. I know that he's not the first but I want him be my last. That's all. Btw I don't believe in mak bapak punya jodoh cuz tu semua sekejap. Believe me. Just stay with your loves one. I know I banyak merepek I'm sorry. Hope one day dia berubah. I takde laki lain seh. Memang tak nak pun sampai m bestfriend Ena bilang sampai bila I nak jadi macam ni? Sampai dia berubah Na. Aku ok je. Yayayayayyaayaaa. Whatever la Aisyah. YOu are not strong enough to face it right? Can you just buat bodoh! Stupid you. And yeah this is my lame story. I wrote whatever in my mind. Thanks for reading dear people, Love Caramel ❤
